Tomorrow starts “SHEDtember”, at least that’s what I call it. Shaycarl put together a fitness/nutrition filled month and it starts tomorrow. I’m excited!!! I have my goals all ready. The reason it’s such a big deal is that it’s a group thing, and online, everyone will motivate whoever needs it. It’s gonna be a strict month, and with school starting Tuesday, I hope I can fully commit. But we’ll see!
Pardon my french.
But I used to be very close with a girl who is a year younger than me. When we were friends, both of us felt like the “ugly” ones, and that was something the both of us definitely bonded over. It sounds strange, and it probably was. But that’s not the point. But I’ve just seen a picture of her and some boy commented on it saying “YOU’RE SO PRETTY OMFDSFSDF” and I just felt an overwhelming jealous sensation. It’s not that I’m unhappy she lost weight and now presents herself nicely, but I’m unhappy that I haven’t. I’m still obese. I’m still out of shape. I don’t have anything to show for my… I can’t even say hard work because I haven’t been working hard at all!
I need to get my act together. I really need someone to help me with motivation. I know it sounds desperate, and that’s because I am, but if someone would just leave me a message telling me some good tips and things that helped them get through this hard time of life-style changing. It would be much appreciated. I really need to stop being a slob and get my act together. I’m very disappointed in myself.
